By Marica Micallef
Stating at the turn of the twenty first century that doctors need revelation and God’s inspiration may sound anachronistic to state the least. But I wish to insist that all the medical staff need to be guided by the Holy Spirit and the Tree of Life. Knowledge just feeds the ego. Revelation feeds the spirit. In other words, revelation makes a person humble.
I strongly believe that humans are born with a soul inside their body. For this reason, doctors are to use the talents that God gave them to help people to heal, but it is absolutely wrong for doctors to start thinking that they are a god themselves. Doctors are there to heal people. But no one heals us. We are our own healers. We can only be helped and guided throughout the healing process and this is the service of doctors towards humanity.
God Bless those doctors who have the spirit of God working in them and who act through God.
Throughout my meetings with doctors, I was not asking for the medical knowledge, that doctors were taught at University. What I can state is that doctors need a radical pedagogical change since today there are so many natural cures for ailments. I was asking them to see the truth and realise that they were made victims of their own profession. I asked them to open their heart and think outside the box.
They were asked to obey and use a protocol which was causing more harm to patients rather than cure. So much so, that my dad, who entered hospital fully capable of breathing by himself, after two weeks on the ventilator and heavy medication, is now incapable to breathe on his own. His lungs were not only not improving, but they were worse and he was on the brink of death!
So, I hammered and pleaded:
- “DON’T YOU REALISE THAT SOMEWHERE ALONG THE LINES, SOMETHING IS VERY WRONG?”
- “DON’T YOU REALISE THAT HOSPITAL IS WORKING UNDER A WRONG PARADIGM?”
- “DON’T YOU REALISE THAT THE SWAB TESTS ARE WRONG SINCE DAD HAD A MIX OF POSITIVE AND NEGATIVE? ISN’T THIS SERIOUS?”
- “DON’T THE FACTS THAT THERE IS THE SAME PATTERN IN PATIENTS’ DEGENERATION OF HEALTH – FIRST YOU TELL US THAT THEY ARE STABLE, THEN THAT THE KIDNEYS MIGHT BE AFFECTED, THEN THESE ARE AFFECTED, THEN THE LUNGS GET TOO MUCH DAMAGED AND SEVERED, THEN PATIENTS ARE MAINLY DYING – TELL YOU THAT SOMETHING IS WRONG?”
- “CAN YOU THINK OUTSIDE THE BOX AND ASK FOR ILLUMINATION AND A REVELATION?”
- “ARE YOU LIASING WITH WHAT FOREIGN MEDICS ARE SAYING ABOUT THE USE OF THE VENTILATOR, SINCE NOW THEY DISCOVERED THE TRUTH?”
Needless to say, when the meetings were over, the doctors’ eyes were tearful and when my brother followed one of the medics to talk to him privately, he told him “You know that my sister is speaking the truth and I tell can tell it from your eyes which are on the verge of crying”.
When I was crying in ITU6 and asking dad behind the glass pane to wake up, I felt silence falling in the room. I looked back and saw all carers, nurses and medics looking at me, immobile and stunned.
On my way out, I leaned to the wall and a big cry of pain came out. One of the doctors followed me and stood immobile looking at me. He tried to reach out his hand to support, but he took it back.
On that day, a part of me died and I was never and still am not the same woman again.
God bless those doctors who work for you and through God’s inspiration.